Can you kick it

Sunday, December 31, 2006

hi. today is new year's eve.

coolness.

nxt yr shall be a much much more fruitful year i hope. a new life awaits. hmm let's see..

yay and there's 6-1 cls outing tmr. whoo at least dere's sth to do on a new yr's eve. hope it'd be fun. haha. and yea dno whr i've noticed abt tis but we've had 5 outings including this in total alrd tis yr. so on man.. haha. pri sch cls smemre. whoo! hope tis carries on till forever!

slpt 5 am ytd and woke up at 10 plus. went to tampines branch of POSB to make an atm card. den went to cut hair. went back home and met pr arnd 3 at simei station. took an hr jus to go to qway and an hr back. it was almost a wasted trip. wanted one shoe but it was out of stock. but as we were leaving, i couldn find my bro so we jus went to a random shop to check if he was dere. den i came across a pair. so in the end i jus got tt one. bought a pair of boots for my bro too.

and all these even tho i hvn gotten my pay yet.

anw today would be the last day of 2006. sad to say i'll really miss all that has happened this yr. made a lot of new frens. lost many too. hmm think tis has to be the year that had the most impact on me alrd. i did a lot of foolish things. regret.

but anw in a few mre hrs time it's alrd a new year.

lol sian. im supposed to slp early today.

gna slp now den. tired.

happy new year

I swore I'm up to no good on 12:04 AM

Saturday, December 30, 2006

and the rain finally stops. whoo. so nice to see dry ground aft so long. tho i didn get to see it for quite long. probably a few mins of it only.

chalet ytd. bored. didn do much at all. jus er. stone dere and whiled my time away.

now i know one thing for sure.

that person sucks. i dun rly have such feelings for a very long time alrd and now it jus happens again. what to do. and if that person happens to reads tis. gd or bad for u.

its all but a pretense man. try to put up a false front everytime and it pisses me off. not just once or twice but everytime. in public its "friend, friend, friend". elsewhere its as if we're history's greatest rivals. u jump to conclusion so quickly, and u probably think that im jus trying to get in ur way. sorry, but no. it isn like tis. i dun harbour such a motive at all. if i led to think otherwise, im sorry. i really hope that things can patch up as soon as possible. really hope things can revert to the past, whr i rly enjoyed those times. for all i know, u've changed. oh well. god bless u.

this feeling will be gone aft awhle but my impression will still stand, i guess. unless sth happens. haha. and dun assume too. =)

im really really tired now. both physically and mentally. hardly even slpt last nite. tho i got the bed. paiseh for taking up space. got to work right after the chalet. how good can it get. and adding on to all the shit i've been thinking. argh. anw today's the last day alrd. not sure if im glad abt tt or not. honestly, thoday's the first ever time i loathed work. probably coz im really tired aft the chalet. i almost lost it during work jus now too. was abt to lose my cool and jus unleash at that bloody grumpy customer. but heng i jus stood up.

think i'll miss everything abt work a few days later even tho im so glad i dun hvta work anymre now. all the people, all the fun, and all i've learnt during work.

but hey, PAY's NEXT MONTH! 15th. so near yet so far.

ah think i shld slp now or i'll probaby start letting my mind wander again. bad.

ok to u. peace.

bye

I swore I'm up to no good on 12:04 AM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

heyhey

and thanks to everyone so much.

cant seem to get the feeling off yet but at least im not thinking abt it too much anymre. haha grown up alrd. lol -.- ah its bound to happen sooner or later so might as well..

err went for christmas mass. den went out wif kif wx ted and jy. suntec. didn do much. just that jy and ted left early. so me kif and wx watched night at the museum. not a bad comedy. not much of a plot but ben stiller's acting is quite good. haha most of his parts he did it very well. funny! perked me up quite a bit. other den the movie didn do much alrd. ehh jus that we queued almost an hr for the gourmet section when we didn have to queue. hahaa. that was rather interesting. heh nth much but its nice to have their company :D ran at nite after that.. have to let it all out.

work today. was supposed to go meet them in the mrng. couldn wake up in time. was only jolted awake by the vibration when yj called. PAISEH! hope u all had fun anw..

yay rather pleased wif work today. i sold mre sets den my previous days.. whee gna top sales soon. haha. if only there's commision..

ah didn do much the past few days la. free tmr, who wna go out? leave a tag or sth. thanks :D

k gna try new game now! ultimate alliance whoO!

cya

I swore I'm up to no good on 1:19 AM

Monday, December 25, 2006

merry christmas merry christmas.

yea rite.

just came back frm a bbq. frankly, i didn enjoy it at all. firstly it was drizzling non-stop the whole time. half the time we were just trying to keep ourselves try whle fumbling wif the tongs. food was not bad. too much food actually. oh well. just didn have the mood at all la.

and i really agree wif wad father boscow said earlier in the sunday mass. Christmas is jus a modern delusion everyone perceives it to be.

like wad he said. the poor only feels even poorer during christmas. he sees people carrying bags and bags of presents and gifts. and he sits there all alone. dun even have the money to fight his hunger pangs. what is christmas to him? nonsense.

and also. christmas is a time where SATAN reigns above everyone the most. just rearrange the letters SANTA. wad do u get? SATAN. u see santa u think abt santa u want santa to really exist and give u all his hahaload of goodies. what actually is all these? isn it SATAN's devilish grip? im not trying to play the devil's advocate here but isn this all true if u ask urselves this question. SANTA is just one whole big nonsense that misleads people. Christmas is just the day when Christ was born. and now its so damn commercialized there isn any place for GOD and JESUS anymore.

oh and yea. christmas is also the time when people devoid of love jus feels the pain even more. if it isn worse enough alrd, just take a look at every single person u see in town. it just brings more agony to that person. and u ask, why dun u stay at home in the first place? hoho if staying at home hogging the computer all day long would help counter against that feeling, i mean, who wouldn? ahh everything is just not right for me la.

i tink i jus pissed someone off. and im rly rly sry but nth i say now can amend for wad i jus did la. super regret this whle ting. didn noe why i tink tis way in the first place. but wads done is done. dno wad i can do now. GIMME SOME DIRECTIONS GOD>

ah tink i jus nid some time to chill. prolly aft a few days im back to my old self. then everything shall jus be a memory and i'll live to regret it one day.and maybe one day i'll finally get what i want. one day. just one day. and im sure that day will come. LOL. what nonsense. ah whatever.
woah i really cant recollect my thoughts alrd. im just thinking too much at one time i just cant seem to note down everything tt im thinking. and in a understandable way at least. i hate thinking. jus i go for my run later again to keep myself occupied. hopefully. prolly gna do tis till i find myself all normal again. den i shall start things afresh. and work towards my goal. haha. ok not work. wait towards my goal den. err. both la. lol

sian but right now im jus sad la. still have the feeling of being cheated. tho i noe its not supposed to be and there surely has to be a reason behind that. i dowan to feel this way but i jus cant control it. tis is very selfish of me but AH. the point is just that i wanto get it over with as quickly as possible. rawr.

went out wif pr today.. vivo. was packed like crazy. hardly had any space to do anything. eh took a train dwn to harbour front. reached dere in quite awhle den we just went to random shops and looked. saw tis converse bag that ive decided on getting in queensway tis tues. basically didn do much there coz of time constraint. only had lie 2hrs to spend dere coz we had our own diff appointments aft tt. oh well. dere's always tues :D err cant recall much. other den on the way dere was a... oops. ok i shall not say la. i made a promise not to say anything here so i shall adhere to that promise. provided he doesn say anything abt the incident too. otherwise, SUA. LOL. see who more convincing. HAHA.

ok shall go down and run alrd. hope i feel btr aft tt. tmr shall be a bad day for me la. what is christmas even. shall be a reflective day for me.

byebye

I swore I'm up to no good on 1:07 AM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

jus came back frm work. showered, nth to do now.

im really tired but i jus dun feel like slping. tho slping would be the best alternative for me to while time away, now that i've done with work. i need to get occupied. i hate what is going on now but there isn't any right for me to change anything. i have no rights i have no say. i am wyemin.

ah dun even noe if im even supposed to feel played. ive been kept from so much. i dun have the right to know but i jus feel maybe... ah nvm. its not even fair to u anw. the way im putting things it seems that im the victim but nah. its not meant tis way. im nonsense. lol.

yay jesus' birthday is jus tmr. maybe aft den i shall know what to do. aft den he wll have plans for me and i will truly uds wad life actually is. i don't want tis to happen but if its god's will. why not?

and i really enjoyed today. i woke up really late tho i spent most of my time dreaming abt stuff tt will nv come true. at least imo. looking at things now, yea. oh well. den i didn have time for anything else so i jus went to work. and i was kept busy till supper, den back home. and now im not occupied anymre so. argh it jus flows back in. sian.

i jus realised most of the staff in m1 are bad ppl. bad not as in criminal-like people. but rather let me put it in this way. very-very-hip-people? they go MoS late at nite and party till 6. den they report for work at 1030 the nxt day. 90% of the ppl here smokes as well. and ALL of them scold vulgarities. LOL. damn damn funny la. we'll jus gossip abt any customer we serve. common topic :D ranging from customers with weird names like "Ice hanjokok" to bloody grumpy customers where we'll jus scold all we want in the store. MASS SCOLDING! its damn cool la. what i get to see and experience behind the scenes. now i really know what working life is. i love working life and i dun mind going into it asap. its cool and i really learnt a lot. esp these bunch of ppl even tho they're considered bad influence but self-restraint is enough. i will NEVER smoke. and i dun use that cheem vulgarities like them. i dun even noe what slang they use. but hearing them scold is comical enough. supper time is the bestest la. they will jus share their experience on the most significantly "different" customers. so damn interesting :D

yada-yada. whatever. sian la im jus really down now. i dun even noe what i should do and whether what im doing nw is the correct way out. dun tink wad i do even makes a diff. its not as if im some big shot. im wyemin. i dun even mean anything so. oh well.

i should jus haha off now. typing all these has no meaning too anw.

bye

I swore I'm up to no good on 1:21 AM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

ah jus came back frm a run.

they say running/doing sports helps one to relieve any worries or stress. they say running helps one feel numb during the run. they say running helps one jus forget everything.

i say no.

at least it is to me. i dno. i jus didn feel any numbness at all, other den my thighs and arms. oh tis sounds like im taking drugs or sth but nah. at least the only thing i gained frm this run is muscle fatigue. if that's even considered a gain -.-

stress. yea rite. i dun seem to feel any diff. and maybe the only diff now is that i have added stress to thnk how im gna feel when i get up tmr and cope wif home. tmr's a saturday. hoho. GG. 5 times more ppl den any usual weekday. stupid christmas. stupid saturday promotions.

and forgetting everything. yea could be. i forgot wad i did today alrd. besides going to work. nth else. im jus living everyday like any other stupid day. no meaning. sian. forgetting everything to me is selective. you choose wad to forget. i want to forget but i cant. rawr. no actually i don't want to forget. at least remembering gives me a goal. a painful goal no doubt but a goal is there to be achieved. pain is shall be another thing.

AH WHY?!

maybe im not even supposed to ask why. ok how come. how come?!

ah. whatever. everything has been there clearly all along. its just that i chose not to see and believe it. or maybe i knew i had no choice to acknowledge it but the feeling hasn been that strong till now. one impulse to rule it all. one major setback to guarantee defeat.

had supper after work again jus now. at least that i can remember. oh the company. even for that very short period of time, i can really forget everyhing. jus truly enjoy myself. then when its over. everything seems to go back to normal. meaningless seconds. work too. i love work. keeps me occupied. i'd do anything to keep myself occupied now. after tis i shall.

anyway after all tis, who cares. im not somebody anyway. im sure i'd be better off tis way too. not doing anything at all. maybe that be the best alternative aft all. letting god decide for me. god shall do what is best for me. i know.

so take me away. this i ask of u.

whoo quite a long post aft so long. meaningless post anw.

i shall go rest now. bye

I swore I'm up to no good on 1:25 AM

Friday, December 22, 2006

sian.

i am devastated. sad la sad. and i don't know what to do too.

mybe i should stop trying so hard. it sucks. i bet its irritating too.

and tt shld explain the whole thing.

ahh. what to do man. jus be frank wif me? i'd rather the bitter truth than to continue being led by my own misconception.

all this has no meaning.

God please guide me.

boohoohoo.

I swore I'm up to no good on 1:06 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

ah sian im having quite a bad fever now. slpt quite long in the aftnn alrd but im still feeling very drowsy. lol many thanks no-sleep nights. but anyhow, the com is done so..

pee.

yay think im taking leave agn tmr. more so if its raining tmr. ah why rain for wad!

rainy days = lousy days = sianned me.

wah tink i'll feel guilty abt not going back to help them for 3 days alrd. how man.. and i miss the supper too! lol.

so now its.

free supper + chnce to know more about phones + chnce to interact wif ppl vs
stay at home slack + no nid go out and tire myself + get to recuperate + play com

lol obv staying at home would be the btr choice. haha ok see if i can get my boss to let me off not. dun tink can but, try try. haha uh dun tink can alrd. try agn tmr. haha

oh no i jus heard abt the flood and landslide in sg. dno whr its happenning at but i hope it clears soon. and pls ddun let it be in the north area. or rather pls let it not even be in sg. go away la rain. ure irritating.

lol i started tis post in the aftnn i tink. den everytime i alt tab. i add in a line or two. still need arnd a min or so to recall wad i have been typing. kk its midnite now, see if i can finish tis post in one shot. lol.

haha sry chnge of mind. got sudden urge to go work. LOL. im going tmr unless sth weird happens.

lol! jus played a game of soccer in warcraft. so damn comical! lol

oh well tink im gna go slp alrd. nite!

I swore I'm up to no good on 7:36 PM

HEY!!

finally finished most of the stuff wif my new com. so glad its over. haha no more late nites, no mre tiresome screwing and troubleshooting. ahh. yay!

didn slp much last nite ( guess it'd be the same tonite too). tink i slp arnd 5 plus ytd, den woke up aft awhle later for cage. err met tj pr ch ted kh in mac. den we proceeded to cage tgt. it was supposed to be a DHS vs CCHMS vs TMSS(temasek, i duno wads their abbrevations, sry). err overall i tot it was fun.. except a il unpleasant stuff happened but nah, its negigible. haha. it happens all the time in soccer so.. who cares! lol.

rushed back home, drenched in rain water. den called my boss to tell her i'll be taking 2 days leave. LOL. i tink im sick now. haha. but here i am blogging late into the nite, who would blv la. ah heck gna kip tis post short. mb new things may happen tmr :D

kk den take care everyone. tmr shall be com day!

I swore I'm up to no good on 2:05 AM

Friday, December 15, 2006

HELLO!

ahh i still hvn posted anything abt my europe trip yet.. think im nt gna do it alrd. dun tink i have the time anymre.. esp now when most of my days are packed wif work. :S bt i hv plenty of pics tho. anyone interested can ask me for them. haha

hmm today feels so very much diff frm the past few days.. frankly speaking i tink i've gotten used to my "no-life" life alrd. the slp at 4 plus every nite, wake up arnd 11 plus, get rdy for work den leave at 1 plus and work all the way till arnd 11 plus at nite. den reach hme late agn. the cycle continues.. till today. haha my first day off aft 6 days of cont work. FEELS SO GOOD!

seriously i somehow enjoyed today a lot. dno why. even tho i didn do much today, somehow or rather today gives me the feeling tt its really a holiday. haha the rest of my working days i dun have a life. but i love work la, just that working too much is not good too.

hahaha i dno wad im talking abt either but. ahh. its jus for me to uds and tts all. soo to anyone and esp you, dun work too hard! take life easy and enjoy working!! :D

ok so anw i jus woke up at 10 plus den called ppl to go out today. err managed to only call ivan wz yj and zh. my bro tagged along. bowled for awhle den went to vj concert alrd. a few ppl told me they saw me but i dno who they are so.. haha sry.

sian i dno how i'll go abt spending tmr. no idea really. see how ba. this sucks

bye

I swore I'm up to no good on 11:16 PM

HEY ALL!!

im still in the m1 shop at paragon now. hahaha work's ended. my shift's ended long long ago. housekeeping's done so while waiting fr the rest of the peeps to get rdy, im sneaking to the computers for awhle. hahaha. who cares anyway! the staff sure are bloody nice lah! dno how many stupid mistakes i've made wif the system alrd and yet they're still so patient wif me. THANKS! this grp's alos like the friendliest ppl i've ever met too. out in the floor we serve customer wif grace, and at the back we joke arnd like normal frens :D tts called team spirit! bet they cant see tis la but i really love my job now and all the staff here. even the pay here is gd too :D ahh cant say anything much but im really happy wif tis job. hope i can cont working here even dur first 3 months. so grateful to them for taking time to teach me stuff agn and agn. soo.. yup. i'll try to work as much as i can for them la =)

oh speaking abt first 3 months.. im posted to vj! YAY! but think i'll be missing some lessons to go to work. i dun mind. lol. work makes me happy! whoo

ah ok i think we're leaving for serangoon for supper alrd. ITS ON THEM! YAY! free supper smemre. haha oh and ytd we went clarke quay for supper. i didn go for the extra service tho! hahaha im still a pure young boy. LOL. so many clubs over there. basically the whle stretch was bars and nite clubs. went to tis one dno wads the name alrd. ahha. i shared a drink wif my tchr. i can take alcohol la! no kick! HAHA. bt anw got a lift home frm her so its okay. lol.

ahh ok gtg fr now, continuing tis post ltr on when i get home. nt sure when tho but i will! hahaha

WHOO ok back!! supper was damn gd lah! on the hse smemre.. we shared err rojak and mass pratas. eating as a grp is damn nice. even tho everyone of the staff scolds vulgarities like free, the mood is still damn gd la.. jokes every now and then tho some i dun uds :X i suddenly feel so close to them. haha. anw supper was gd. tts all :D

oh if anyone has anything at all regarding phones or m1 stuff, can ask me! quite familiar wif most abt m1 alrd!! so dun hesitate to ask me ok.. revision oso. lol

haha basically i dun rly have time to blog these few days.. routine's the same. wake up arnd 11. slack a bit till 12 pus. have lunch den chiong to work. till arnd 12 plus i come back.. den slp at arnd 3-4. and the cycle goes on agn..haha but im off tmr! :D planning wif shane wad we're gna do tmr.. ahh cant get enuf ppl lei.. and there is vj band concert tmr nite too.. woot im off on sat too! rejoice! hahaha

hmm i dno but i feel kind of euphoric now. mb i jus have less worries on my mind now tt everything's cleared. i will cont to hold on no matter what but i jus wish for all the best la. god has plans and shall decide for me =)

ok den enuf nonsense. shall try and catch up ltr.. take care alL!

I swore I'm up to no good on 12:23 AM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

ahh ok back to chalet agaain...

jus woke up only. im still daamn tired la! bt i dun wish to screw up my body clock. haha so i shall only slp later at nite. tahan! urgh bet my mind will jus go blank halfway den i'll find myself sprawled on the computer table. err sry tts rather obscene. HAHA.

OKAY so back to the chalet stuff. met celes! viv jf jingfeng xh wy (did i leave out anyone?) at the dte lobby. den me and ch went to go check in. managed to scam them. haha think they needed an adult and an ntuc link card to check in one. haha tt was rather close. err den edna came along the way. went str to the room. hahaha and gj tot we needed a key to open the door. had to chiong back to the counter and ask for a key. wth so damn paiseh. tt small pplastic thing was the key la! magnetic key i tink. lolol. comical.

so aft we settled down, took out the speakers and everything, we started playing cards. there were 2 grps la basically. daidee and bridge. haha jf is a fast learner. tot a few times and he got it alrd. and the daidee grp was damn rowdy. mainly becoz ch and viv were inside. LOL. no offense hor. haha. den aft awhle pr came. cherly sam, limin too. ah i dno if i forgotten anyone out. sry ah i cant tink properly now. den the 5 guys started indian poker. haha amazed why some ppl duno abt tis game. fun fun. den aft awhle everyone joined in. so fun la mass indian poker. no punishment tho. jus play for fun and laughs. den aft tt we got hungry and went to bk. wth they purposely gave me a burger wif no bread. -.- nvm i took a pic alrd. gna send it to CASE soon. :P aft dinner we walked to the arcade. stoned dere not knowing wad to do for 15 min. den decided to head back tot the chalet. haha proof tt i suck at organizing.

err den aft giong back into the chalet. we decided to go out agn. LOL. cycling tis time. mj joined us on the way. walked all the way to the bicycle rental, den found out the shop closed. so we went to the beach for awhle and returned coz it was gna rain. philip and ky den came aftwards. denwe played mass murderer. LOL damn sway i got murderer like 3 times only. =( hahaha damn sian la! den aft tt the mini mahjong table opened but it became a mahjong lesson. haha den aftwards those who weren aslp yet played truth or truth. no dare. i wan do dare lo. i dun mind. lol. awhle later me philip and ky when to a coffeeshop to catch the barca match. barca were damn imba. total domination. haha worthwhile match tho i kept falling aslp, philip too wif ky talking on his phone non-stop since the match started till we were walking back. haha. by the time we went back i was damn tired alr. but dere wasn any space left to slp. so i jus spread a bedsheet on the floor and lied on it. couldn slp la. think dere was celes edna and gj who couldn slp too.

ah anw nxt mrng. mj limin and michelle! omg i forgot her. haha. yea they went to buy jalan kayu roti prata. weird la mj. he jus has to say jalan jayu prata, cant jus "prata". as if they had some trademark on their pratas like tt. lol. but anw it was quite gd. so i didn slp at all tt nite, jus went for the prata wif viv pr mj gj and celes. den i went back in and tried to slp for awhle. couldn. haha den aftwards a few of them went back. so me viv rl ch limin xh and mich went to cycle. a few tried blading whle i shared a dble bike wif ch. LOL. i didn ride much tho. haha blading was so much mre fun. i exchenged wif limin and rl. yay at least i knew how to blade even aft stopping for so long. lol. den we went back and washed up.

lunch aftwards den went back agn. told u it was a flop. haha went back to ch's hse to take his RISK2210 or dno wad. haha. so damn tiring. den edna went home. basically didn do anythng dur tt period. took photos and played till 5 plus den me jf and mj went down to make a fire. haha we did it on the tray lo. and the worse ting was tt we didn have any equitment at all. everything was borrowed. lol and the gayest thing was tt the only food we had for bbq was 20 packed otahs and some marshmellows. bottomline : each of us only had like 3 marshmellows bef running out and at elast 10 of the 20 otahs were brunt. LOL. we bbqed our pratas aft tt. damn nice to eat! den we went back and didn do much alrd. haha talked for quite awhle. dere were dhs cchms tms tkgs cedar and rgs ppl i tink. talked abt our sch life and all. surprisingly time passed very quickly lo. haha den arnd 3 plus we went to the coffeeshop agn to catch the manu match. lol tis time everyone except the slping ppl went. i slp thruout most of the match. lol damn tired la. but manu won anw. hahaha. went back to the chalet and slp till the nxt mrng. aft mac bfast we went home.

haha sry the last part i couldn tink of much alrd. and im damn tired now also so i jus chionged thru. haha. actually we did nth much and people went home too. how sad. haha. hmm to me i tink tis chalet was mre of a get-together-and-understand-more-abt-each-other's-present-life and recalling the past times we had in pri sch. reconciliation. i dno but i think i could have made the chalet much much btr la. sry for being a failure. hope 6-1 bonds will forever be present. and hopefully tis wont be the last time we'll ever get to get together. haha. though everyone will change inevitably, our memories will never change. im looking forward to the nxt outing tt ky's organizing. haha tho i may not be able to go, sadly.

ahh if i left out anything, u can follow up on other SIXONERS blogs. haha and picutres too. wah finally its done. haha im so damn tired now.

CYA and im proud to be a SIXONER :D

I swore I'm up to no good on 1:45 PM

YOO!!

the reason im posting tis chalet entry doesn mean i have time now. its jus that i just have the sudden urge to do it from an unidentified source. hahaha ok wadever la. i post can alrd. err no pictures tho. i hate posting pics on tis blog. takes like forever on this com for the pic to upload. hmm so if u wud like to see pictures, jus click on the "vivienne" link and u'll find MANY and i mean MANY MANY pictures dere. most of mine are frm her anw. haha

yea lemme recall wad happened on the first day..

hmm i woke up arnd 9 plus aft slping at 5. was supposed to meet chaihong at 9.30 but met him in tm at 10 instead. so we made our way to NTUC to grab some stuff for the chalet. mainly jus chips, drinks and instant noodles. yep. the total was like 40 plus i tink. hvn paid him yet tho. not enuf sia! hahaha bt nvm la. so we lugged 4 bags of drinks, 2 bags of noodles, and another 3 bags of chips, looking like idiots who seemed to have too much money(oh how i wished) back to ch's hse. he needed to bring his stuff and speakers. so there comes another 2 mre bags. so in total we had arnd 11 bags and walked back to tm mac. bet we attracted quite a lot of attention lo, carrying tt many stuff. lol. not like we wanted anw.

so aft lunch we went pasir ris mrt to meet celesta and gj. thankfully they helped a lot. hahaha. den we headed down to dte itself. OH YEA. one thing i must mention. while in tm mac, ch disappeared frm his toilet trip for at least half an hr. i asked him thru sms if he was okay and he returned and said @#!, u distracted me. -.- den at white sands' mac, we disappeared fr another half an hr. i asked him to hurry up and he smsed me back saying "wth u scared the shit out of me, ya (how i wish). lame man. can talk on phone in toilet smemre. cool dude. lol. he had constipation apparently.

hmm tink ima cont on the downtown east onwards part mb another time. shagged la! had to wake up so early and got scammed into cabbing down to stadium's mac too. haha. den we stil had competition. ONESG. lol. the competition was screwed la. but as a whle i tink we did well. =) well down all!! no worries man so wad if we didn get thru, we're stil a team wad. YAY!

den had to chiong home and chiong back out immediately aft changing to paragon. work =( but at least i enjoyed today's work. i was rly having fun la. much much much btr den ytd's! the staff today were exra frenly and i became quite confortable dere alrd. knew quite a few ppl now. and the manager dere is extremely nice. i dno wad to say man. haha.

OKAY LA. basically its physical work frm 6in the mrng to 11.30 at night and my back's like breaking soon. SAVE ME SOMEONE! okok lucky i don't have work tmr. thank god! haha im gna slack the whle day tmr man.

ah i didn know why i'd feel btr u aft u tell me yourself even tho its so so so saddenning. guess i jus dun like to be kept in the dark? so even if i had to knew the bad news, i'd rather be aware of it than cont to be kept in the dark. ahh but thanks so much la anw. gd frens! and no secrets ok..

ah im gna die soon alrd. shall plonk on my bed aft tis and fall aslp immediately. CYA ALL!

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Friday, December 08, 2006

HEY!

jus had chalet frm 5-7. SO FUN LA OMG. but could be more fun tho. i shall do the chalet post another time. hahaha damn damn busy now. still hvta think of what happened then den i shall post one. haha. could be a few days, not sure.

err today was a damn busy day. the most stressful one i've had too, maybe. haha now i realise why ppl feel like committing suicide over work. its so damn stressful la. even though im working only as a temp and doing part time. but the thing is even tho im doing temp and part time im still doing wad perm staff are doing. so yea. screw m1. hahaha. but stil i feel for working adults. poor ppl. esp those wif family :X stressful like anything la! i will try to help out as much as i can at home now and not make unneccassry trble for my dear dear parents :D

ok here's wad happened. work up so damn tired tis mrng. 8 plus i think. den aft chionging like siao at home, chionged again to the shop at paragon. its the big shop fyi. those whr they had info booth, 15 counters jus for phone purchase and another arnd 10 counters for customer service. u noe u noe.. haha.

ok so i arrived dere early. 10 when its supposed to be at 10.30 . they gave me a super small shirt. wth. hahaha. den they started a meeting. didn noe it was a meeting at first. hahaha. i was standing at the side till one of the snr staff asked me to sit down. lol. eh yea thruout the whle meeting, my first was really cool. hahaha there was a mirror in front and i had the most flabberghasted face i had ever seen. lol. i knew no shit abt wad he was saying. haha. and i still thought i would after awhle.

wakao their expectations are damn high. firstly i knew nothing abt their shop operations. secondly im a loyal singtel customer and i hate m1. bottomline : i knew nothing abt m1 stuff at all. haha and thirdly, i jus got my phone early this yr so it is impossible for me to chnge my phone any time soon thus i know nothing abt phones too. so how would i even noe how to promote stuff to customers. LOL. i read abit on their plans and a few "Hot" phones before i came tho. and guess wad. the phones were either out of stock or obselete. -.- and the plans had to link to wad i was supposed to do at all. HAHA. such a loser man, me. oh and i wonder when m1 came out wif their broadband service. Like wth la, dur the meeting the manager was like telling us there were no more stock fr dno wad PC card and stuff for their broadband. LOL i still thought broadand was some kind of plan or sth. -.- anyway i jus found out today that, m1 HAS BROADBAND INTERNET SERVICE. good gracious me. haha gta read up on it soon i guess.

so i thot everything would still be okay aft awhle. it was. till aft lunch break. made a super big boo-boo la! dno how now. lol bet i left them a super bad impression :X was supposed to sell this guy the Chat EZ prepaid card. ended up giving him 2 Super M cards -.- but lucky both were at the same price. so i jus chnged the records to Super M without him knowing. ah sorry! den the same thing right aft this one to a foreigner. heng ah if not for this customer i wouldn have realised i did the same for the previous one. had to trble the snr staff to help me transfer and everything. den i managed to convince him to take up the Super M one only aft she trasferred. :X so she had to transfer it back again. haha. damn man i create mre trble only. i tink she was rly pissed. haha peak hr and i had to do tt. wad nonsense. and the last part was tt i helped some guy deregister aft he told me customer service referred him to me. haha super pai seh. bet i left a super bad impression la. on my first day in my first job smemre. LOL

ehh ok i whiled the final few hours bef i knocked off. super damn tired now. rather fulfilling day tho knowing tt i jus earned my first few bucks :D

ahh why mus things always be kept frm me. i really value openness. i rather hear the bad news than be kept in the dark. i hate tt la. i dun like probing too but no choice rite. bleah.
give chnce give chnce! haha

zz ok dere's still ONE SG competition tmr at cage. haha dun think im feeling excited coz there's no expectations of winning anything at all. hahaha. jus go dre and chill. den job again in the aftnn :X

sian im confused like hell now. anw i'll work on the chalet post when i have time. quite a lot of stuff to say. haha tho i was shit as the organizer. LOL. sorry ppl man. hahhaa

ok gtg for now. bye

I swore I'm up to no good on 8:37 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006

YAY i got the job!

haha its basic pay 7/hr. more den alright for me. lol =)

im sry for neglecting. busy la

err nth much happened for the past few days. haha. just the same day except that rather den going to guardian and selling stupid eyerelax, im at home doing nth. 2 diff things but oh well. im not cut out for that. hope i do well for my current job anw.

woohoo dere's chalet tmr! 6-1 one. rather excited =) been 2 years since our last one and tis could very well be our last chalet too. haha hope it will turn out well!

sadly aft tis thurs i dun tink i have anymre free days left. ah like i nid them anw. sian

ah i think i shld jus enjoy the nxt 3 days den its down to earth stuff alrd. yup tts all. i tink im getting sick of blogging too. nth much happening and nth much to say too.

oh oh my cousin's gna leave for Doha tis thurs. wushu competition. haha i hope he wins gold man. imba shit. den hes much closer to getting a lambo by himself. LOL. 250k leh price money!!

kk gna play soccer soon. 2i peeps except wx are coming. shane and pr too i tink :D whoohoo! :D

i duno wad to say or feel now. haha. wadever im jus played.

ok i gtg now. take care

I swore I'm up to no good on 4:11 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

hello.

i am a failure.

I swore I'm up to no good on 11:11 PM