I swore I'm up to no good on 9:11 PM

ah, been some time since i last posted. hrm, and a few substantial happenings also i guess, and yes, most are happy stuff. (:

monday and tuesday, had bowling season, so didn't go for lessons at all on both days. lol, both mornings had strange stuff happening, like people finding out last minute that they'd left their ball befind the pe dept toilet, so had to climb the gym wall to take the balls. haha, first time trying and it was, rather, fun. but not until tuesday's when something happened. lol. hrm, didn't bowl well on monday, but picked up on tuesday, though it was a little too late. hrm but both days were quite good i guess, late nights in school, hell tiring yet meaningful. (: just that, now i'm a little worried that i'm not really worried at all about my academics. it's like i don't even care that i can't keep up with work now. AHH. jialat! haha.

oh oh, and LYNX managed 3rd for sports day! : DD haha, it was a really damn good result, considering we only have say, the most 5 trackers? and the top 2 houses were virtually untouchable, so it was the best possible result alrd i guess. and cheerleading got 4th too! hrm, thought that they did put in ALOT of effort alrd, but i guess it's a cheerdance competition so it can't really be helped. great job guys! aye, and i did 11.36 for triple jump! LOL. first time in my life, and it was a not bad distance i think. : D missed 3rd by 20+cm, no medal! OH OH, and we(suf, jason, benf) got first for 4X100! : D HAHA, imba feeling when ben caught up with edward to finish first. euphoric! haha. coz we are THE ODAC! : D but sigh, got some hamper instead of a medal. dang. haha but oh well, better than nth i guess :/

had dinner with nomms. was good, caught up a lot with them (: aye, then headed to parkway macs with jason to do post celebration of ivie's birthday. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVIE!! (: haha, only chilled awhle there though, didn't really do much except playing with fire. whoosh, bad bad experience. :/

then soccer this morning. haha, i seriously suck. lol, can't blame the weather though it was freaking hot to the max. haha, burned out after like 10 mins i guess. haha, weak. but it was a good experience playing with such good players, totally different playing with them than watching and commenting from the stands. haha. well, at least i realised alot of things about myself from the match. aha, and the skin from my knee got scraped, pus overflowing now. lol, was quite a torture having to walk back to vjc to shower, and it was even worse while showering. HAHA, was along in the toilet so could scream in peace. freaking pain! rah. oh then went back to odac room to treat, used alcohol swab. painest of all. HAHA! touch a bit, let go, scream for 10 seconds, then repeat. damn lah, made me sweat like free somemore. haha then took a 1hr 76 ride to amk hub to buy LS's present. couldn't find much so proceeded to cityhall. quite unproductive i guess :/ ah, i think i'm bad at getting these kind of stuff, so no input. lol, sorry! ah but it was a bad experience also anyway, getting bullied at any chance possible, at anything i say. ): sadcase. rah. you guys deserve to go to jail for bullying. it's illegal. LOL, and something happened towards the end. shall reveal it soon. haha, it was interesting i must say. : D

ah, and sometimes i wonder whether i'm really there yet, when i think i am. sometimes i really hate myself for having to think so much about all these, i really don't want to, but i can't stop myself. and sometimes i don't know if i'm doing enough, or maybe doing too much. hrm, this is the hard time, and i guess i just have to hold on. and let God decide the best for me (:

and i managed to convince myself, right decisions bring out the best in people. i'm more of a learner from positive happenings than bad stuff. and i guess, odac really brings out the best in people. so far, the whole experience has been the ideal one, and i can't really ask for more. that goes the same for house as well, invest's in 2 weeks time. quite a pity we don't really cherish our remaining time as much as we should. it's starting to come down to me, the shitty feeling about something ending. ahhm don't like it. :/

right, okay shall not spoil a good day today. pretty shagged though. haha, think i'll rest early, MAYBE MAYBE there'll be a chance i can't go to school tmr, hopefully can't walk at all in the mrng. HAHA.

aye (: