and the rain finally stops. whoo. so nice to see dry ground aft so long. tho i didn get to see it for quite long. probably a few mins of it only.

chalet ytd. bored. didn do much at all. jus er. stone dere and whiled my time away.

now i know one thing for sure.

that person sucks. i dun rly have such feelings for a very long time alrd and now it jus happens again. what to do. and if that person happens to reads tis. gd or bad for u.

its all but a pretense man. try to put up a false front everytime and it pisses me off. not just once or twice but everytime. in public its "friend, friend, friend". elsewhere its as if we're history's greatest rivals. u jump to conclusion so quickly, and u probably think that im jus trying to get in ur way. sorry, but no. it isn like tis. i dun harbour such a motive at all. if i led to think otherwise, im sorry. i really hope that things can patch up as soon as possible. really hope things can revert to the past, whr i rly enjoyed those times. for all i know, u've changed. oh well. god bless u.

this feeling will be gone aft awhle but my impression will still stand, i guess. unless sth happens. haha. and dun assume too. =)

im really really tired now. both physically and mentally. hardly even slpt last nite. tho i got the bed. paiseh for taking up space. got to work right after the chalet. how good can it get. and adding on to all the shit i've been thinking. argh. anw today's the last day alrd. not sure if im glad abt tt or not. honestly, thoday's the first ever time i loathed work. probably coz im really tired aft the chalet. i almost lost it during work jus now too. was abt to lose my cool and jus unleash at that bloody grumpy customer. but heng i jus stood up.

think i'll miss everything abt work a few days later even tho im so glad i dun hvta work anymre now. all the people, all the fun, and all i've learnt during work.

but hey, PAY's NEXT MONTH! 15th. so near yet so far.

ah think i shld slp now or i'll probaby start letting my mind wander again. bad.

ok to u. peace.

bye