i give up.
i just can't go on anymore.
the things going on, just too many and i can't bear to see them.
that's me, im weak, just not good enough.

been trying to hide my emotions in sch, trying to look normal, forcing myself to get high and all.
it's hard, real hard.
i saw just now, and i chose not to see after that. unbearable at that time, but it has already happened. there's no changing. i am nothing. but now i just have to take it in my stride. it's over anw, leave everything behind and move on.

this period. the best times, i'll always remember. the hardest times too, never gna forget. as much as i can't bear to see it happen, i have no choice. it's a hard decision.

all this talk for nothing. i know i'm still nothing to you. all that i've put in is obviously a far cry from being there. oh well, memories.

so yea, i wish you all the best.
and you too.