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Sunday, May 06, 2007

sigh, i don't know what's happening to me now.
i just can't seem to concentrate at all now. i used to be so clear. at least in the past i understand myself well. i would get my priorities right and abide by them like my own golden rules. but now i just set them, and just take them for granted.

gah. is it really just because i'm in jc now and everything's changed? always hear stuff abt how you can choose to change your life completely by the decisions you make in jc, but i never expected it to be so drastic. significant enough for me to be so different as compared to the past. it isn't just what i do. reaching home late has already been routine to me. it's more about changes mentally that concerns me. oh man, seems as if i'm talking to myself.

cmon god, show me a sign please. am i doing things right? give me a direction.

i just wonder how long i can hold on like this.



anyway i just wanna say thank you to everyone who came down on a perfect Saturday for sleeping to help out in Spring Cleaning. (:
and also to my fellow QM and Room ICs ((:
the whole day wouldn't be possible if not for you guys. whoo.
honestly, i've never felt so attached to any cca or group before. i joined odac because of the people, and i'm glad i made that decision. this is one decision i'm never gonna regret.

now i can't wait for OT even more.


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