it's funny how i'm choking to find time when now it's called the holidays.

it's like you're given just so much freedom and time that many a time you don't find yourself squandering all that opportunities to do something concrete, something that'll do yourself proud in the long run. (yes, IN THE LONG RUN. walao bloody term.) then when the day has past and you look bet and reflect on what you've done for the day.

you say " HEY!(hongkong accent)" and all your so-called opportunites are long lost.
it's a scam i tell you! it's a scam!

there's never going to be a REAL holiday man i tell you. they give us our holiday to make us feel guilty. then when sch reopens,

you go" HEY!(hongkong accent again) did one month just past? OMG(hongkong accent, it felt like 3 days. "

i know it's a really bad illustration but it's always like that. seriously, i think holidays suck. it's like some mirage lah. when you're feeling super thirsty for something(rest in this context, a break from all the shit), you go to it. or rather it comes and you realise, everything is just an illusion. and it only makes you hungry for more.

ahh i know i sound really angsty here but bottomline is



I HAVE NO MORE TIME!

holidays suck.

oh well, guess i just have to try and take it by my stride and go with the flow.
means study lah. -.-

haha let's see what i've done for the past few days after OT (:

Saturday

was slack day i suppose. didn't go out at all. basically coz i couldn't walk after OT. post OT syndromes. hahaha

Sunday

ATC!! hahahaha it was damn cool man.

JAMINFACHEL!
my team had faizah rachel jason and me!

haha lazy to write another long post on it man. nxt time just refer to faizah's post can alrd.

anw we did kayaking for the first station. WALKED to the 2nd station. it was daaaamn far away. the trailbiking section. HAHA butt massage. then waited for the river crossing part. den WALKED to IKEA field for some quite lame and exploitable station games. hahaha we exploited their loopholes in one of the obstacles. got quite ugly over there but nvm! then we walked all the way to pasirris park again for another station game. hahaha jaminfachel owned this game! WHOO! : D then was the last stretch back to the white sands field and again, we walked there.

aha who cares if we didn't win man. i had as much fun as i did get sunburnt! wah my sunburnt sucks. can't sleep for at least 3 nights. and my thighs burnt for another 3 days. whoo. but anyway i had the most memorable kayaking experience man. HAHA

ahh i hate to admit this la but i think me and faizah are the best kayakers. against all odds, we managed to pull back the distance lost coz we capsized and caught up with so many other competitors. even the markers were appalled by the speed we were kayaking at. it was truly, truly, imba. the way we kayaked. and there was this point, we even managed to get one of the markers to tell us the clue he was holding on coz we were too far to see. markers aren't supposed to tell us anything OR they can mislead us like the first one BUT, with our superb persuasive skills, we managed to pull a fast one on the last marker.

it was something like that.
us: eh what's the last picture ah!
marker: i can't tell you man!
us: oh thanks! okay our last picture is a i-can't-tell-you-man

that was kinda cool. and with the added morale boost from cheating the last marker and more morale boost from flashbacks of the sketch show, we unknowingly overtook at least 5? kayaks on our way back to shore. den we had our redbull. haha nv tasted that shiok.

that basically sums up ATC. for more information and other exciting incidences, refer to faizah's blog. haha

Monday

went out with hongwei and wayne to queensway. bought a pair of shoes. felt kinda cheated and scammed but nvm. at least i didn't come home emptyhanded. haha. went to "mug" at macs after that. was supposed to revise econs but ended up doing maths with hongwei instead. wayne left halfway.

nothing much alrd i guess.

oh and IKEA's restaurant food is imba! damn nice i tell you. hahaha i wan go there eat again man
Tuesday Wednesday

wasted the whle 2 days man. i spent my whle tuesday finishing up my post. HAHAHA i write posts damn slooooowly one. mug here and there. intervals. haha.

went to sch at 9 on wednesday for functions make up. at least there's one topic less to work on now. went for lunch at swensons then went to cage from 2-4. ultimate la. i only knew like 4 people there and most of the time i'm in contact with ppl i don't know. lol. bt the army ppl were quite pro. their teamwork was like. whoo. haha.

so in a nutshell, i wasted my whle 2 days. oh man.

holidays ah holidays.

TODAY
today was a surprise! haha went out early to town with family. went for lunch at triple 3 at mandarin hotel for lunch coz mum had 50% off vouchers. whoo, but it still costed 26. wah imba. but it was well worth the money man. everything was like super high class, quite uneasy sia. the first thing we saw was a huge choc fondue fountain and like one HUGE bowl of strawberries and marshmellow. free flow of oysters and sashimi and everything imba you can think off.

ahh shit it sucks to be blogging abt food. haha.
oh man nxt time when i grow up and make many many moneys den i can bring my family there many many times and eat until song song!

haha okay you can stop dreaming wyemin.

anyway after lunch we walked arnd. bought quite a lot of stuff. spent a lot of money today man.

and they're on leave again tmr! (:

so that means i shld start mugging nw and so i shall.
seeya!

if it seems like i've gotten over it and carried on.
it just means i'm doing it the hard way.
but i'm nt gonna succumb to anything
for all this is for the better.