a perfect day/example of how stress is actually unneccessary.
since mrng, the onslaught of stuff to do just keps building up. plus the badge thing. argh. wednesday faster come man. i have no idea why the things you say just seem to hit me hard. oh man, this is weird. ppl getting stressed, yet i could do nothing to help. just thursday, i'll be FREE! wah shiok, can expect it to be like the feeling of euphoria of post- promos : D
argh, anw througout the day i just kept thinking how sucky the day would be. true enough, at 4, most of the teachers we arranged to film the video were not free. BESTEST. i really wanted to give up at that time. the feeling of helplessness. argh and knowing everyone else is busy, just felt like shit.
but God just had to prove me wrong time after time. went to icomm rm to see what we could do abt the vid. and help came (:
felt much comforted after that. I DON'T KNOW WHY. the peculiar yet familiar feeling.
called ms tan and was told tchrs would finish their run at 5.15.
waited till abt 6 for mr tan to finish running.
it was a wait truly worthh waiting for. pe tchrs rock. hhaa. thanks for being so sporting. vid's gna be a blast man. confirm (:
ah please end quicklyy. so many unsettled stuff. argh.
I swore I'm up to no good on
10:23 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
the power of friends.
this whole week has been an emotional rollercoaster for me. (haha okay not so bad but along tt line)
and if it weren't for some people i wouldn't be certain if i'm still able to type this now.
lol obviously can't type, it wouldn't make any sense anymore.
ah i just feel blessed to be associated with these ppl. i know not everyone reads this or are even aware of this blog.
but if you read this, you know who you are, thanks.
there's probably nth i can say to make up for it.
i just feel indebted to you guys. haha and the "we're in this together" thing doesn't work on me, i'll repay you guys some way or another.
action speaks louder than words. after this whole thing's over, when there's a time when i have nth to do anymore,i promise, the time will come.
oh man, this sounds like some "i'll repay you" thing. it isn't supposed to be this way. ah, if there's one i must never forget, it's God. it's just so magical, how everythign's/the world is structured in such a way that it's all seperated, but yet once you piece everything together, it'll just form one perfect picture.
i think i need to manage stress better. i just wonder how ppl like calvin handle stress. the times i've seen stressed would be equivalent to the number of white hair i have. (Note no "S" in hair) my idol man. thursday wasn't a very good day. i expected much worse, yet it still turned out perfectly fine. of course, with the help of budders. after each day of last week, it just keep me thinking. how it was possible to feel so stressed throughout the day and yet after everything ends, it isn't such a big deal after all. the past week wasn't the only time it happened. in fact everytime it's over i'd look back and reflect, thinking how foolish were to feel so stressed.
my point: i must try to curb my stress. be some anti-stress advocate or sth, though i still suck at the art of anti-stress-ing.
ah the nxt time i'll update is probably when keely wins CSS. (hopefully (: )
HAHA till then..
HOUSE ROCKS. (:
AND ODAC TOO ((:
I swore I'm up to no good on
10:05 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
three cheers for the screwed.
i'm just really glad that i'm able to go through this period of hell with an imba friend.
haha i think i've nv come across this kind of friend ever, and i doubt he even reads this but i jus wna say that i'm really appreciative.
YOU ROCK.
and to many others too who have helped in one way or another, thank you.
thanks for being so understanding too. the ultimate suayness i must say.
and with that, i would like to say,
TO HELL WITH THIS WEEK!
and probably the next too.
so that brings me to hell weeks, and 39-14 days to promos?
great.
I swore I'm up to no good on
11:20 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
yay,
field commemoration's over
reunion's over
interhse games are over except for bowling.
nxt up nat day.
then it's all the way to promos,
till 3 days later then farewell!
just happy we had that small but meaningful talk on friday.
cleared up all the misunderstandings
let's all work together now!
field commemoration on friday was a success.
considering how much time we had to plan it was good!
being on top was damn fun too. the jump shot esp. wl the effect's like seeing fireworks X5. if there was a video u could have heard me gasping.
reunion ytd was good too.
just too bad that many things happened dur the process of planning and the event itself.
and jiaqian lost her phone. 2 phones in a week if i'm not wrong. ah
glad everything's over nw.
have to work to make up for what's lagging behind now.
chiong ah
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5:58 PM
