whoo, dedicated my 100th post to some PURELY useless rambling on how life sucks. lol.
but yes it does, so why not?

always thought it's damn stupid to get stressed over mindless stuff like PW. stress whole day, and in the end after it's over, you'll start to look back and think, what the hell you worried so much for. but strangely enough, this period of "useless stress" always seems to be coming back for more. i've stopped thinking positive over this.

the "why bother stressing over stupid stuff like this? after it all ends, you find that you've just wasted X strands of hair for nothing" concept doesn't work on me anymore. i can't psycho myself to think this way, though this line appears ever so often, ironically, from me.

work aside, things aren't going as well either. yes, i must admit the past wk of holidays has been rather productive for me, fulfilling to an extent. yet, there always seem to be something missing as i end each day. nevertheless, i'd still look forward to the nxt day, hoping something would happen, but just as a glimmer of hope presents itself forward, it dies off soon after.

angstyy post.
sorry faizah pangseh you today! at least company with siewhwee and ivie would have been better than me, grumpy me. haha nxt time!