today was a higher order day. many many many things happened and need to slowly think through it to fully comprehend the whole of today's stuff.

LOL, okay that was just trying to make it sound cheem. but ah, today was very eventful, super mixed feelings, most of the time i don't even know how to feel-what's the right feeling i should adopt, what i should do abt what's happening and whether what i did was most appropriate. AH, but eventful also meant meaningful events, and overall, i thought today was good! at least it ended well, haha, a nice ending just sums it all up (: good day : D

morning was rather agonizing. had trouble waking up coz slept quite late last night, in the end pr had to wait for me D: oh no, i'm not used to being late! hrm, the whole of last night i didn't feel much abt pw one, but this mrng, weirdly, the feeling kind of crept up to me, and lingered all the way throughout PE. smemre halfway during PE(pure conditioning-.-), MrSeet walked past, saw me, and if i'm not wrong said i got a C for PW. haha, no initial reaction(LOL!, thus rate of reaction =?), but just took some time for it to sink in, then immediately felt damn shit, though i somehow thought that either i heard wwrongly or he's just being his usual crappy self.

but yeah, wasn't the case la. sigh. finished PE, walked to ODAC room, met ppl along the way who didn't do very well for it :/ oh man. then got a call from brocalvin abt the results. sighhhh, don't know to feel happy or sad. but i guess the sad component sort of overwhelmed the happy completely. PW is really stupid! people who outright deserve their As don't get them. sucks. and what's mroe, KL! ahhh. really felt damn terrible. sorry if i acted weirdly! i really didn't know what to do then. :/ very very unjust.

so maths lecture after that was really weird. that one period felt terribly long. could barely think straight. dang. hrm, but hopefully it's all over, very cliche but there really is no point mulling over it, can't change the outcome anw. yeah :/

then left sch for NS checkup. journey there was good : D and the whole checkup, LAWL! i kind of enjoyed it lah, especially the psychometric tests, damn amusing! feel like doing the test again. LOL. yay, and i'm in PES A. then back to school, for capt's ball! easily the remedy for anything bad. dno how, but can only think of 2 reasons why capt's ball(such a simple game) can be SO FUN. company, and the company? in other words, ODAC. needless to say, the company really intensifies the fun factor. every capt's ball session is DAMN GOOD. without fail : D hrm but stuff happened during capt's ball. some stubborness and er, over resilience to not eat made people fall ill. :/ HAHA. what defiance. : D AH, but other than that, coming back all the way to school, always the right choice la.

LOL, i think my recent posts sound damn propaganda-like, but heck, it's up to you to interpret and accept! don't believe your problem. haha : D

yeah man, times like this never fail to keep my high maintained. happy luh. hrm, maybe i'm a litle paranoid but i just thought this period is really critical for us. with weeks to come, exams nearing, the whole mood will inevitably change. so now while everyone's nt really into the mugging mood yet, spam and collect the experiences!

i'm convinced now that days like these are just out there for us. as long as we want it, there will be NO problem in getting it. so yeah, three cheers for good days like these! : D

how do wishes work? for all that matters, 11:11 doesn't seem so much like a fallacy n ow (:
come on man, grant me just that only thing i ask for.