today, is the most non-academic tuesday i've had this year in school term. for once, the longest day in the timetable turned out to be a no-lesson day. lol. what a break huh.

ah the day started off badly right from the moment i woke up. woke up at least 20mins later than i should have, and in the end it was a total mad rush. 7 minutes to get everything done. ah, and i don't like the number 7 at all. damn. yes, so was late for pr's car. ah man, twice in such a short period of time. ahh. :/ yeah, arrived in sch only to be chased for assembly alrd. FOTY during assembly today. lawl, interesting. hrm den slacked in room till 10 plus. atmosphere there was ultimate lah. non-stop screaming one. a total different sight from what you'll normally see in bowling alleys. worse than night market in india! except fot the touting only. noise level can own india's night market. LOL. screaming NONSTOP. hahah, buay tahan sia.

team talk after that. nv had a proper one by the coach before. tabletennis last time was crap. lol. yes, could felt my hair stand when coach motivated us. sigh, but game today was bad ah. really really bad. totally let myself and the people down. ah okay not so much of the others, but myself. could have just concentrated more, pressurize myself more and it could have been improved so much more. ah, guess it was complacency as well. oh well, today's score was kinda unbelievable la. sigh, don't wish to talk about it alrd. come thursday, it'll revert to normal again! yes.

oh oh and the favourite part of my post, dedicated to odac! : D lawl. that's all.

haha okay whatever, just trying to keep myself happy luh, not exactly very easy after a really sucky day of lousy bowling and ultimate sian paggawa-ing. okay i didn't exactly paggawa but seeing people i know having to go thorugh so much pain is really, very very ouchful ): ah, shall not go on about it again. but must reemphasize this again, odac is really special! was feeling damn down over sucky bowling, so i comtemplated whether or not to go back to sch. and in the end i did, and it was one of the best decisions made ever : D quite weird, but just watching, WATCH ONLY NOT PLAY, just watching odac playing bball could take away the sucky feeling. although temporary, but it was so easy. destiny(big word), yes, destiny. i could have very well been at the next court, training damn hard for bball season, or outside the hall playing capt's ball for sailing, BUT NO! i was sitting by the side of the vball court, watching my very own friends(more than) playing comical bball and feeling so blessed over it. funny huh. but it's all meant to be (:

yes, so i guess there's really nothing much for me to worry about, any big small thing that happens, i know i have a backing. yay.

a very sucky day, to a rather good day. how?

(: