i survived tormenting tuesday!

that doesn't mean it was a good day though. sort of enjoyed today at times, but towards the end it was terrible :/ surprisingly, i paid attention to all lessons today! lol, great accomplishment man : D eh okay, slept for AWHLE during econs lec, but probably didn't go thru much dur that period. yes i know. was damn glad lessons ended, it meant ODAC!

ah, relay's cancelled for the (2,2,4,8), but 4X100's still open! okay nt very impt. ran abit with4 of the guys. did 2 time trials, timing wasn't good, but tmr willbe better! just whack just whack : D rained afterwards, qutie relieved coz i wasn't prepared for 400 at all. haha. so tmr will have 2 events, WHACK. went back to ODAC room, and spammed games like free. lol. it's the gaming season now, cannot help it. was until when we were abt to leave, suddenly just hit me that what i thought was keeping me strong all along could actually just be my own illusion.

the feeling kind of sucked. okay it sucked quite a lot. nothing much i could do. another thinking day for me. recent days haven't been that good. maybe thursday set a standard too high alrd, these few days just seemed to pale in comparison. but tmr might be a different thing, so there's always much to look forward to tmr.

i need new motivation now. sigh.

what has been keeping me in high spirits, is er, gone.
tommorow.