so tmr it starts. the start of a 2 week long "break". not exactly a good thing as shown in inverted commas. firstly, it's not really a break, just 4 days taken away only. okay not 4 days taken away ONLY, but damn, it's gna be 4 days! and yeah, it won't really be a break, i'm being devoid from something i like! hhaa okay, i like bowling too.

AH YES wm, you should stop now. it's not as if i'm disappearing off the Earth for the rest of my life. ah, i know it'll always remain here(heart) so who cares about not physically being there (: i hope. haha. ah, hopefully this eeky feeling will go away soon enough. fighting that stupid thought that i'll be missing something dear for a long time. why! D:

oh man but sadly, today hasn't exactly been a good day! sigh, recent days hasn't exactly been good either. ): okay maybe it's something to do with my mindset, too high expectations alrd i guess. haha. lessons today were quite good, could understand coz i prepared! time in odac room wasn't as desirable though :/ spent quite some thing trying to read quantum2 when my mind was somewhere else half the time. then stared at the word ODAC on the wooden board and thoughts/memories just flowed in like free. haha okay i'm too extreme! lol. please forgive me, i'm getting the feeling that i'm going on an expedition to the moon. ah then soccer match, VJC played well i guess. but today sort of could see they lack depth without their key players. overdependence alrd i guess :/ but hopefully come finals they'll reach their peak : D

mental game tmr! will need all the luck i can get. haha.

BYE!