yay, I'M BACK!
whoo, it has been a really long time. people keep asking why it's always the birthday post they see when they come here, eh, got meaning one okay! HAHA. And usually people will brush off meaningless reasons like having no time, or just losing interest to blog, but i guess it's quite true for my part.
haha but still, a start is a start! better now than never : D

yeah and you must be wondering why i'd suddenly want to start blogging again. i really admire people who're able to blog regularly. it really takes ALOT of mental determination to blog, okay or rather, some form of motivation to make you want to blog. (blogging has a really high activation energy) but YES, not really gna update much abt the blog, but just feel it with meaningful posts, posts from the bottom of my heart. in the end, who cares abt blog templates or whatever, it's the content of the posts that count right. (yes, i think so too!) okay back to topic! yesterday's bouldering experience has really left a super big impact on me. (elaborate why later on) and so yeah, it just got me seriously thinking ALOT, and i've decided i'm gna take down every single experience with ODAC. i really don't want to forget ODAC at all, and yes, ODAC means alot to me. ALOT (:

this wasn't the first time. just days ago when we went for our stepup2 movie the day after DARE, the thought of it ending just overwhelmed me. it sucked to the max. people around kept convincing one another that we're never gonna let our ODAC family disperse no matter what happens in future. yes, i really want that to happen, i'm more or less convinced it will happen, i believe everyone in the batch knows we'll never part as well, but it's just human nature to think of worse case scenario. WHAT IF. WHAT IF. gah, screw Murphy's Law! hahaha, hate it. but guess there's nt much point fighting a useless battle with myself on whether we'll stay together. whether or not we'll never part depends on every one of us, how much we trust one another, how much we are goign to trust this could very well be the best 1 year of our (mine for sure) lives, and why not let it continue?

so many many events have passed since my last post, big, major, pivotal ones as an ODAC instructor one as well. let me see. fund-raising, SIKKIM, ITC, B2B, OLC12, DARE. and these are just events that happened, not forgetting having something to do with ODAC at least once a day. yes, can't avoid that. i guess it's a bit too late to start right from the very first ODAC activity, too much to say as well, so i'll just let pictures do the job. but i shall take on this commitment to at least post whenever there's an ODAC activity(very very ambitious, hopefully it'll be sustained!), no matter how small, and regardless of whether it'll be a daily job. ODAC memories are too precious to be lost, and assuming there's such a thing called the Murphy's Law, it's definitely not too late to salvage the remaining days left, coz everyday with ODAC is a complete day.

so yeah, i shall start from yesterday! probably one of the greatest days in the year i must say. there have been many great days, like during break camps or when DARE finally ended.however it's just something really really special about yesterday that's unexplanable yet so powerful. i guess it's reliving the times when we know having one another's company is indeed the ultimate blessing you can ever ask for. it just felt so carefree and surreal.(it's definitely not exaggerated) why can't life be like that all the time. roar.

got held back by some vgems stuff so couldn't join the earlier grp, but made my way there with faizah and lemuel, which wasn't bad at all. haha. received some bad news along the way, but just tried to brush it all aside till the day ended. met up with the rest in the bouldering gym. first time there, and it was FREAKING nice! oh man. owns climbasia's by ten times? it was really big, had 2 levels and the best thing is that the whole ground's just mattress. freestyle! okay and one of the things that added to the shiokness was that i didn't pay. (LOL) started off with a few routes. surprisingly i was able to clear, despite hardcore PT the day before and being a sucker for climbing. haha, morale booster! but the routes were the easiest there i guess, so yeah, whatever, i still suck. lol. yeah, most of us got tired soon after and we started *owning the gym. owning means taking advantage of the fact that THERE WAS A CAMERA watching our every move and that we were the only ones in the gym. we(guys) started spamming freestyle moves, somersaults, flips, handstands, ontheair flips and practically just whacking whatever we could think of on the mat. girls took the centre stage with their (LOLOL) sushi roll thingy and some humpty dumpty stunt which was freaking hilarious. HAHA. still got dno what barney march. hahaha. the PIs kept peeking at us, throw face sia. and er, something trajic happened to my pants(thanks to not changing into shorts even though i had them). it's now in the bin. dang, i still do miss my pants. ahh.

i guess it's the whole time when we were freestyling did i feel that really special feeling. the freestyling wasn't all that spectacularly fun, but it's just the feeling of just letting yourself go and just whack that you get to feel the bonds we actually share. the close yet not close feeling. ah, it's just ODAC. left kfc where we had dinner feeling rather high. after effects of ODAC activities lah must be. haha. on the whole bus ride home, it was ultimate emo for me. couldn't stop reminiscing the times shared with ODAC. it's really imba to the max now that i think of it. i don't think you'll even get to experience that even in army or the best ever organization you engage yourself in. okay, at least that's how i feel. i sort of teared i think. wasn't because the thought of us having the small probability that we'll part somehow, but rather, overwhelmed by how good the whole ODAC experience has been. every time i change focus onto another event, it'll just get worse. ah, terribly imba. it's really the people in it lah. guess the best analogy to give would be that of MrSeet's jigsaw puzzle. : D

though today wasn't as good a day as yesterday. okay it really can't be compared to yesterday. but still, every ODAC experience is one to be remembered. had PT today! haha. ran 2 rounds arnd sch, then whacked one after that. timing wasn't that good but still, it was shiok. then had captain's ball! think we're getting there alrd, the title's for the taking! had drills training? it was good (: and yes again, every time we do stuff tgt, no matter how small they are, i'll just get the feeling of us being so close yet not that close. the powerful bond. ha. then went for dinner. short but sweet day, though it could have been much better, stuff that happened which i became sensitive about. but again, that's just another thing, which will take time. lol.

odac is indeed a life changing CCA, that's what we told our then trainees. can't agree more.

we should be called "ODAC, the way of life" from now no. haha. then under category of CCA is "THE way of life" ((:

the best ever.